written at 10:33 p.m. on 2003-01-14
I got a letter in the mail from Poetry.com about the whole 'we love your poem etc' and it's realy interesting because it slightly fits whats going on and I'd written in a long time ago, so I'm gonna post it and I hope you enjoy::
Weeping of Existance
Weeping fills my ears,
My heart heaves in sadness,
I don't know what I expected,
but what I have is a blanket of lies.
I can't help but notice the decietfullness,
the cheesy smile that hides the face of pain.
Words fill the air that sound so meaningfull,
and then shatter when the truth is relished.
Beliveing in you was something that damaged my soul,
tarnished my mind and made the world grey with despair.
I feel my mind recall the humilation of defeat,
and I can't help but see that I should have known.
But that's all over now,
and the mask has slipped from the demon.
Your spirit will forever burn in misgivings and distrust,
for you can't face what you really are,
which has led to your break down and desolute extistance.
So...yeah. A bit dramatic, but I wrote it a while ago before all this crap happened. Took a very very long friend survey and a ttt survey. Oh I'm done with driver's ed driving, I passed. Yay. Oh yeah, and I stepped on a needle in my room, what fun. So that's how things are going here, and since I once agian can't think of a quote I'll end it here.